it ends tonight

i'm borrowing the title from all american rejects. it sounds like my current redemption song. so it really sounds more like a break up song than anything else, but there are certain lines that kind of makes me feel about burrying a bad thing and letting it go.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

all my hesitations ends tonight. there's no turning back after this point. i've learned that in this life, you live, you learn, and you let go. the last being very significant. i've had my doubts and worries. i've constantly asked myself if i'm doing the right thing and making the right decisions. am i not gonna regret them? but just listening to the song just now, it kind of just hit me that you dont decide to regret things later on. at this time, all you can do is make a move.
and so it ends tonight. whatever doubts i had about the decisions i've made, they all end here tonight. no time to blink. just time to go. i may or may not regret the choices i've made. but in the future, when i look back to this time, i know i can tell myself i was happy making this decision. i'm not gonna have a walk in the park. but i'll be happy trudging. no doubts. no hesitations. they all end tonight.