i don't know if its a good thing but i definitely started the year like i was going to have a great year ahead. i haven't partied in a long time, and holidays are usually spent with family. it's like a tradition. this was the first year i spent counting down to 2008 with friends on the streets and half-buzzed. it's actually a shame that there were just three of us together. but i definitely enjoyed the fireworks and the celebration. i think i'm like most girls out there. fireworks are fantastic for me. just don't bring out the firecrackers. it has just been five days but i can tell you that i have spent three of the last five days getting merrily buzed. not drunk, mind you. i think i'm past the age to be allowed the convenience of getting drunk. just downing enough to feel a little lightheaded.
what's interesting though is that i've also been working my tearducts recently. and at first it kind of bothered me. but i just recently realized that it's a kind of cleansing for me. i'm not crying out of despair anymore. maybe, a little regret. but the next one's reason could just be pure joy. i truly feel like i'm headed there. and the excitement just won't simmer. i feel an anticipaton stronger than i've ever felt before. makes me wonder what i'll find at the bend on the road ahead.
i've been having trouble uploading pictures out here recently. that's why my cam-whore album doesn't look so cam-whorish lately. and the fact that i've been really busy the last few weeks doesn't help me in updating. but i try my best. and for the sake of vanity, i might just keep on posting a blog to show a picture. this one was after the three kings mass my housemates and i attended. and since it was all part of our childhood memories to eat at jollibee after mass, we did just that.