when people tell you you're truly talented, don't believe them. they don't even know the half of it.
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one of the things i learned was that you can never turn your back against your family. because when everything else fails you, they're the only ones who'll stick around. and the great thing about it is that once you've realized you've been wrong, they still accept you back into the fold like the prodigal son. with arms open wide.
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wonders oh wonders.....
i have just recieved a message asking if i was Marison Faith Cruz.
someone else has the same second and last name as mine?
hm.....
wonders......

2003 in a nutshell.....

january:
attempted to start the year with something fruitful..like a resolution list..pondered on my works and what i haven't gotten done...pondered some more....

february:
met ameng's crowd..liked them..if only they had a better understanding of life...
another valentine's with a single card..

march:
the truth about my shitty candidacy is kept in a tightly laced secret...they all come out eventually..

april:
first bicol trip in 10 years...remind me that i do like to travel...

may:
the truth unfolds itself..a lot of whinnings...grrr....
the whole shitty excercise, of course...

june:
first birthday out of the city....
first boyfriend...
first...i'm not saying anything...

july:
first break-up...my fault, of course..if only i were smarter...

august:
back in the urban jungle...

september:
the cyst

october:
the violin

november:
the friends

december:
the lu!!!!!

there was 2003 going...

my life..well, most of it anyway, i still compare to a circus...undeniably moving..but like a carousel, not going anywhere..entertaining, true..but pretty much useless...and hell, is it damn crazy!
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new year...
new life...
new start...
gago. anong new start...wala nang ganyan ngayon noh...
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i don't have the energy to be poetic today..though my system seems to be screaming for it...