worthless piece o' shit

i am an ass and a half. i have just recently checked my total gross income rate since starting work and i cannot believe i have spent all of that and haven't saved a dime. unless, of course, you consider 300pesos, savings. i looked around my room and i see a lot of the product of hard days labor. a growing collection of films, music, books, and other things with regards to the arts, a huge dump of clothes i can't even wash (i swear, i start and i never finish them all), shoes in all colors, sizes and shapes, and lots of other junk that i have in my room. i have specially spent a lot on the films, music and books. but i have specially been frivolous with the clothes. there's too many of them. i even give them away when my sisters come over to visit. which, i have to say, i hardly did before. *sigh* i swear. i'm such a sugnificant ass and a half.

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there's a plan to revamp "the exchange." and mayen asked me if i wanted to write about lifestyle and culture. would i? oh boy, would i! i wanted to write for magazines and the lifestyle sections of local broadsheets. i never got the chance because i have never tried. and now that the chance is here, i am definitely doing it. i can't wait to start on this project, actually. i want to inform the company about these places they can go to and things you can do when you work in an odd night shift. i hope this project gets along really well.