where'd summer go?

thirty minutes ago it was sweltering. and i felt ridiculous carrying a jacket. now, the jacket makes sense. and the sando i have underneath it seems ridiculous. i haven't slept in nearly twenty-four hours. and i'm taking the fact that i don't have work tonight for granted that's why i chose to spend the morning having a productive discussion with lala and spending most of the early afternoon strollng inside the mall. and even when i got home, i still eluded sleep. i watched a film, then another one until it was time to leave again. now here i am and my lids are hardly holding up.
and it's raining bloody hell outside. suddenly, it's june. and suddenly, summer's gone. despite the fact tht this is my birth month. i don't particularly like june. it's unpredictable as hell. when it shines, it truly shines till you feel sweat beads on your forehead right after you finish shower. and when it rains, it pours.
now it's june and it's raining. it's raining like there's no tomorrow. it ain't stopping too.