to approve or not to approve?  that, dearest, is the question.  he's been hanging out there on the pending list like a gum stuck on your ceiling.  he doesn't matter much to me anymore.  i guess, there's no reason for me keep that grudge.  it's not like friendster's actually personal.  i resolved to burry the hatchet.  it wouldn't mean we're going back to being chums anyway.  besides, it's so freaking childish of me to keep on doing this when our worlds' are too closely intertwined.  oh well, guess he'll be friend number 96.
 
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i found out his name already.  i'm not gonna share it here because this is a public blog and you can very well not know who could be peeking in these pages.  although knowing his name doesn't quite do anything.  he's still a stranger.  to him, i'm still a stranger.  another burned csr on the floor.  besides, he's in a relationship.  and this is just a crush.  it's not like i'm gonna marry someday or something.  i guess, it's just something to gush about with jc when we see each other.  our beloved crush who has a knack for charming beguiled csrs.
 
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interesting...the boone and bane of this week.